scotch tape & scars that won't heal...

there is an uncontrollable desire that has overtaken my otherwise realistic senses...

the desire to be near him. next to him. with him.

no matter what the reason.

and then every time that i am with him. every time that he actually is next to me. every time i get to be close to him... it's the most wonderful thing in the world.

and the worst.



it actually hurts.