a short hiatus...

Monday, July 13, 2009

today is my last day at work before i start my trek cross country to my new job. therefore i probably will not get a chance to update ya'll until i'm settled back in good ol' WI. don't worry, i'll try to update via twitter @CALIXTAJIVE and i'll catch up on all of your lovely blogs in the hotel rooms along the way...

it's a sad and happy last day... i'm sort of at a loss for words.

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discontinuity...

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

today i read an interesting article about the new ad campaign by Wieden+Kennedy that is supposed to help re-brand the dying Levi’s.

here is a tidbit:


"...was supposed to target Generation O seems to have ignored all the participation and multi-culturalism that this Obama-era is supposed to represent. Instead, we find lone white young men and women running through the hills and towards waves reflecting a misplaced interpretation of freedom..."

Levi’s and its campaign don’t connect with the great things that are happening in this country, the radiant mix of cultures evolving within it nor the reality of its past."


"Probably the most appalling ad in the campaign is the one where a young girl runs through a meadow by the words “This Country Was Not Built By Men In Suits”. Now, some of us here (me) didn’t spend a lot of time studying US history but I know that the people who built this country couldn’t even run freely in the fields. Agency Spy spotted graffiti daubed on the ad in New York’s subway which spells out who a little more clearly: “By Slaves”."


read the entire thing
HERE...

what frustrates me most as a graphic designer is the discontinuity of the images and overall message in the video advertisement compared to the print campaign. does
THIS commercial look reflective of the above statements and posters?

i don't think so.


consistency and accuracy are key in branding. how could an advertising agency not see this? (especially W+K...)

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maybe the day has come...

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

"and the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom."

~ anais nin

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i'm still smiling...

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

there are so many millions of things that are stressing me out, frustrating me, making me angry, worrying me, etc. for example:

  • i am moving to WI in 2 weeks... 2 weeks!... and i still don't have an apartment.
  • because i still don't have an apartment i can't finalize the movers.
  • i haven't even started packing.
  • i still have a million things to do at work and my last day is july 13.
  • i have to start work 2 days after i get to WI... what?!
  • i have to start my life over... again.
  • i have to make all new friends... again.
  • i have to learn a new job and meet all new students... again.
  • canceling/setting up utilities and changing addresses on EVERYTHING is no fun.
  • have i mentioned that i haven't started packing???
but even after all of that... i am still smiling.

wanna know why?

i think i just unintentionally may have sort of accidentally kinda randomly unexpectedly maybe fell in love.

and i should be completely distraught about the thought of leaving him and moving halfway across the country. but i'm not.

i feel so lucky that he has been a part of my life, and that i have gotten to be a part of his, that i am just oh so grateful for him i'm smiling.

and it hasn't been like any other "relationship" i've ever had. i know i haven't regaled you all with a play-by-play of how things have been going (besides the occasional update) like i have in the past, but it's just been so different. it's hard to explain. it's hard to put in words. it's a little overwhelming and a whole lotta scary, but it is just so good.

and who knows... maybe if things are meant to be they will work out in the end.

if not... i am just so damn glad that the driver decided to let me be a part of his world these last few weeks. my heart has grown because of it...

:o)

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spit that game, v.4...

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

once again, it is that time...

if you missed the introduction to "SPIT THAT GAME", let me fill you in...

because i love hip-hop and because i'm "down" (i mean really, who doesn't need a tip drill?) (not too mention i have the ass to prove it, lol, that is a topic for another post...), i feel that it is my duty to share with you a random sampling of a few of my all time favorite lines. now some of these lines have specific memories associated with them, some are just so true it is pure genius, and some just crack my shit up!!!

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because it's been far too long since our last installment, i bring you... VOLUME 4!!!


"protection, for gangs, clubs and nations. causing grief in human relations. it's a turf war, on a global scale. i'd rather hear both sides of the tale. see, its not about races, just places, faces. where your blood comes from is where your space is. i've seen the bright get duller, i'm not going to spend my life being a color." - l.t.b. (in michael jackson's black or white) (now those are some rap lines that still ring true...)

"check it out! once upon a time in '94, montell made no money and life sure was slow.
all they said was 6'8" he stood, and people thought the music that he made was good..." - montell jordan (seriously awesome... because this is how we do it!)

'so what up, what's haapnin'?
all you haters, can get at me
'cause i hear you, and am watchin' but am serious
haters, so all i got to say is WHAT UP!?...
"what it is bruh? what it do man?"'
- t.i. (i'm not gonna lie to ya... i greet all my friends with "what it is bruh? what it do man?" now... lol, it's funny 'cause it's true...)

"hell yeah ma, i love a girl that's willin' to learn
. willin' to get in the driver's seat and willin' to turn. and not concerned about that he say, she say, did he say what i think he said? squash that, he probably got that off ebay or some, internet access, some website chat line. mad cause i got mine, oh don't wind up on the flat line..." - nelly (who doesn't love rapping this line? 'cause this girl does!!! i even have hand motions for it... heehee.)


"watch out for the medallion my diamonds are wreckless.
feels like a MIDGET is hanging from my necklace."
- ludacris (classic. CLASSIC!)

i'm itching to go dancing now... bring on JULY!!!

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don't stop 'til you get enough...

Thursday, June 25, 2009

i am currently listening to PYT in honor of the King of Pop.


i can't put it any better than rs27 over at Your Beard is Good:

'"As my friend told me today, "He is the soundtrack of our childhood." I couldn't put it any better. So he was weird. So he was flakey and made poor decisions. Whatever. His music ruled.
....
If you don't like 80s Michael Jackson music you hate life.'

because MJ made us dance, MJ reminded us to not stop 'til we got enough, MJ made music fun, MJ made us all smooth criminals, MJ made music say something, MJ helped us remember the time, MJ thrilled us, MJ made us look at the man in the mirror, MJ was "bad", MJ made us ALL moonwalk, and of course...

MJ had some serious talent. no matter what choices he made, his music never ceased to be amazing... thanks for everything MJ, rest in peace...

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wine and water...

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

i'm not a big fan of e-mail forwards (i'm sure ya'll understand when i already get around 200-300 e-mails a day for work), but i couldn't pass this one up (not sure where it originated though...). it made me giggle... heehee... enjoy!


"Wine and Water

To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine (or beer, rum, tequila, vodka, whiskey... or other spirited beverage) ...and those who don't.

As Ben Franklin said:

In wine there is wisdom,
In beer there is freedom,
In water there is bacteria.

In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia Coli, (aka. E. Coli - the bacteria found in feces).

In other words, we are consuming

1 kilo of poop.

However, we do NOT run that risk when:
Drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey, vodka... or other spirited beverage), because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting.

So remember:

Water = Poop
Wine = Health

Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid,
Than to drink water and be full of shit.

There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a public service."

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bumblebee is my homeboy...

Tuesday, June 23, 2009


yes. i said it. bumblebee IS my homeboy!

and i am so extremely ridiculously crazy excited for TRANSFORMERS 2: Revenge of The Fallen tonight at midnight!!!


(i'm even going out to buy the NEW limited transformers strawberried peanut butter M&M's before we go get in line... woot!)

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i'm an old lady...

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

and no, it's not my birthday. not even close. it may be worse than that.

i threw out my back. for the second time this year.

damn, i'm old.

so now... do i go to the doctor or not? do i go and have them tell me to rest and take aleve and i'll be better in a couple weeks... or even better have them tell me to use a heating pad and remember to walk around every few hours... or do i just tough it out?

i guess there is a chance it could be something bad.

but the reality is... it hurts. and this sucks.

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you're driftin' in and out of my dreams...

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

let me update you on my weekend...

so as you may know, saturday was LA day! my girlfriends and i were complete tourists and despite the gloomy weather in the morning, i had an absolute blast!!! i had the best hotdog at pink's and bought some great buttons and stickers at johnny cupcakes... along with this shirt:


how cute is this?!?! ;o) (and no... that is not me. but that does remind me, i still need to show you my latest tattoo.)

oh and i bought yummy cupcakes at sprinkles, walked down rodeo drive, we shopped at the farmer's market, i got to see the USC campus, and we ate dinner at the original el cholo's!!! mmmm, green corn tamales!

after we got home saturday night i was exhausted but i just couldn't pass up the invitation the driver's invitation to come over. things have been interesting between us. i can't even believe how much he means to me. and this is coming from me... who decided not to feel too strongly about anyone too fast after my latest debacles with the male species. i just can't get over how great we get along, how happy he makes me, and how attracted to him i am. rarrr. lol.

anyway... we had talked friday night (yes... when i was so upset) and it was good. he helped me put my feelings about work and moving into perspective. and we also talked about us for a little bit. he told me that he was considering telling me that he couldn't see me anymore, that we shouldn't talk anymore... but he came to the same conclusion that freckledk helped me realize - that he'd rather spend the rest of my time here with me than spend the rest of his life wondering "what if".

so i stayed with him saturday night and we spent sunday morning being lazy before he took me to IKEA for the first time... and all i have to say about that is WOW! the rest of the afternoon was spent building cabinets and laughing that he got all of the measurements wrong. then me remeasuring everything and making a second trip to IKEA. heehee. in the end we got all the right parts and i proceeded to put together all of his kitchen cabinets. it was so much fun!!! and yes... he adores me. hopefully as much as i adore him. :o)

and even more proof of how wonderful the driver is, he told me to bring my laptop - my baby - and then went ahead and added more RAM and all kinds of other techinical amazingness (cuz that's how he rolls). now how sweet is that?!?!

oh and he bought us tickets to see transformers at the arclight in hollywood! woot! i am so so excited!!!!! the best part is that he is not even close to as pumped as i am, he bought them just because he knows how excited i am! he is damn near perfect... ;o)

so about this whole WI not being next to CA.........

and that. was. my. weekend.

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i'm sorry, what?!?...

Monday, June 15, 2009

i have two things for you blogbunnies today... and because i'm trying to even out the craziness one is funny and one is just ridiculous (and not in that totally rad way that i love... more like what-the-eff? ridiculous). i'll update you on LA day and my fun weekend tomorrow...

ready?

i'll go with the fun first. ya'll know i have a BFA. yup. i was an art student. and i LOVED it!!! i'd go back in a heartbeat. in fact, i still dream about getting my MFA someday (because my MSed is not enough???) and have even sent away for all the info on my top choices of schools. so along those lines... i do keep up on my design skillz (though not always as much as i'd like to, unfortunately) and i spend some time reading a few of my favorite art/graphic/design etc. blogs. and low and behold what did i stumble upon today?

over on blog 30x30 by chuck dillon he asks the question "which student are you?"

chuck dillon 2009 - www.blog30x30blogspot.com

hilarious!!! and so true. i may have made a few slight changes (simply due to the fact that i went to a different school in a very different part of the country) but nonetheless... hilarious!!!

can you guess which one i was??? (and no... it is not the one featured here... lol.)

and now on the what-the-eff ridiculousness...

do you remember the ranger? yup, this one. one and the same. and you remember this (oh yes, almost 2 months to the day after visiting me, i find out about his gf)?

well, more big news thanks to good ol' FB. almost 2 months to the day after finding out that the ranger has a gf he never ever mentioned to me (and we are supposed to be good friends... or so i thought) and almost 4 months to the day after the aforementioned incident above i log on to facebook and what do i see???

over in the so-called "highlights" section it reads: "the ranger is engaged to girl i didn't know existed" (formerly known as girl who is not me) (once again, names have been changed, slightly).

ENGAGED? what-the-eff???

seriously!

and no, i'm not interested in being with the ranger. that's not it. it just bothers me that we are supposed to be good friends and yet he is dating someone i've never heard him mention and then suddenly he is engaged to her. i guess my idea of being friends is slightly different than his???

and what was his visit all about then? i just don't even have words...

hmmmm...

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today is...

Saturday, June 13, 2009

LA Day!!! and i couldn't be more excited.

(and no, that is not an official day) LA Day is this super fun and exciting day that me and 3 of my girlfriends have planned out for weeks. we are heading into LA and we are going to be complete tourists! it is going to be amazing...

here is a list of some of the things we have planned:

  • pinks! (you have no idea how excited i am for this... yum yum yum!!!)
  • johnny cupcakes (no, it's not a cupcake shop)
  • beverly hills
  • sprinkles (yes, this one actually is a cupcake shop... and i've never ever been!)
  • the farmer's market
  • hollywood
  • ... and a whole bunch of other things, places, and sights that i can't even remember right now!!!

this is just what i need to cheer me up. i'll tell you all about it when i get back! :o) and if you have any suggestions of things i need to do before i leave CA... let me know!!!

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