now it's one more night at the upside down...

well... that's that.
i really do wish #23 all the best and i hope that he has all the happiness in the world. i hope he knows that.

there's a dark cloud hanging over my heart
i can't see where it ends, or where it starts.
i should get over you, but baby, it's so hard,
with this dark cloud hanging over my heart.

there's a sad song ringing in my head.
baby, it's been here ever since you left.
i should be moving along how far would i get
with this sad song ringing in my head.

i just really miss you, i just really miss you,
there's a life i can't ask you to leave.
i just really miss you, right now i kinda want to.
the closest that you'll ever be to me
is free.

there's a hard wind blowing through this town.
and nothing left to hold is pushing me down.
it blows over you and me without a sound.
there's a hard wind blowing through this town.

i just really miss you, i just really miss you,
there's a life i can't ask you to leave.
i just really miss you, right now i kinda need to.
the closest that you'll ever be to me
is free.

now it's one more night at the upside down,
it's ten steps in, and hundred miles back out.

i just really miss you, i just really miss you,
there's a life i can't ask you to leave.
i just really miss you, right now i kinda need to.
the closest that you'll ever be to me
is free.

there's a dark cloud hanging over my heart.....

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a girl like me...

you don't need a girl like me
i've got bruises you can't see
and when the lights go out
i won't be around
you don't need a girl like me

you can't have a heart like mine
but you can hold it for a while
and when the lights go out
i won't be around
you can't have a heart like mine

there's a rule that goes unwritten
and i break it from time to time
if you're fool enough to listen
then i'm fool enough to lie

that's the kind of girl i am
i take off before i land
and even though you think you can
you can't change the way i am

cause the rule remains unwritten
i still break it from time to time
if you're fool enough to listen
then i'm fool enough to lie

you can't change the way i am
you don't need a girl like me

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i hope someone is looking for me...

maybe you're just jaded from some nobody's unforgotten words maybe you're just faded, a little gray from every time that you've been hurt
so you're lookin' for your skin that you never did fit in
you can't hide when you're turned inside out
love is looking for you now

maybe you been burnin' but you can't blow out a flame that you can't find
maybe you've been thirsty but the rain just ain't enough when you're this dry
so you're runnin' from the water and the fire's getting hotter
i think you better find some level ground
love is lookin' for you now
love is lookin' for you now

maybe you been wearing the shoes that someone else is wearing now
maybe you've been swearing forever might have already run out you can't love yourself at the expense of someone else
you can't hide a liar from the truth
love is lookin' for you
love is lookin' for you

i've been looking for you
baby i've been lookin.....
i've been looking for you

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there's danger in frustration...

this is so true that it hurts. physically hurts.

throw a dog a bone,
i'll take it if i have to
go real fast like there's somewhere we can get to
what's the use of standing right there on the edge
if there ain't nowhere to fall
what's the use in hanging on tight to the phone
if nobody might call

desperation
there's danger in frustration
complicated words slipping off of your tongue
and ain't one of them the truth
i'm still desperate for you

tell it like a lie,
live it like a movie
give a heart away like it don't mean nothing to me
what's the use in making all the plans that we made
if you weren't gonna go
what's the use of slapping on a smile for a face
if your eyes don't wanna show

desperation
there's danger in frustration
complicated words slipping off of your tongue
and ain't one of them the truth
i'm still desperate for you

well it's too damn bad you didn't have a chance to make me your best friend
you were too caught up in giving too much up and not doing what you should have been

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