break...

yes. i'm on break. and i'm broken.

is break supposed to break you down? i thought that break was supposed to refresh you, recharge you, reinvigorate you.

not with my family. not for me.

i wish i could find the words to explain. maybe its too soon. maybe my mind is too far down in the middle of it right now. maybe i'll be able to explain it better later... or maybe i'll bury it deep down under my layers of pain and despair.

just know that i am broken.