realization...

while having a conversation with one of my bff's i realized...

i don't do things half way.

that's just me.

there comes a point when i have to stop trying to change myself into what i think everyone else wants me to be and just be me.

and this is me...

or at least the closest thing to "being me" that i know how to be at the moment.

and i may not be ok with that yet... but i'm working on it.

so if you don't approve... complain to someone else because chances are - i've heard it already and i've tried to change it, i'm working on changing it, i can't change it, or... i shouldn't change it.

this is me.